Nobody knows how many times I’ve faked a smile, how many times I’ve cried, how many times I’ve been hurt. Nobody knows how many times I’ve had to hold back my tears, how many times I’ve been let down, how many times I’ve been walked out on. Nobody knows how many times I’ve felt like falling apart but I keep it together for those around me, how many times I’ve been kicked when I was down, how many times I scream. Nobody knows how many times I’ve forgotten how it feels to be happy, or how long I’ve been waiting for things to get better. Sometimes I wonder who knows the difference between how I pretend I feel and how I truly feel.

(via victoriapinkkisses)

where i wanna be

I’m where I wanna be but maybe its not where i want to be… maybe its time for me to make another move..

There are so many people out there who will tell you that you cant. What youve got to do is turn around & say “watch me” - Unknown ♥